niela_xxx's writing journal

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Title: Decision.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat.
Rating: PG-13.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Everything seemed just perfect - and then Andreas told him to decide.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Whiplasher or Cat. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: A short, 568 words drabble-ish story that came to my mind a while ago. This is the second try to write it, the first one was just a fail. :P Hope you enjoy!

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Title: Rollercoaster.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Martin Sweet/Peter London (CRASHDÏET)
Rating: R.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: To be in a relationship with Peter London was like a rollercoaster ride.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Peter or Martin. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: For Lea. And everyone else, write CRASHDÏET fanfiction! >.>

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Title: Forever & Always.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Cat/Greven
Rating: R.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: He said he would be there for him, forever and always. He said he loved him. Was he just kidding?
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat or Greven. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: This is the last one I'm sending today, I promise. :tehe: Anyway, this was again written for a contest, where I was prompted to write a sad love story based on a song Forever & Always by Taylor Swift. I actually REALLY like this one. :D

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Title: It's My Way Now.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat
Rating: NC-17
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Eric always got what he wanted, always made everything work the way he wanted it to. But this time, Andreas had enough.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat or Whiplasher. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: Another story written for a contest on Mibba. This time I was supposed to write a story that would involve sex scene, and I was given a song "My Way" by Limp Bizkit. The story is... not particularly good. *shifty eyes*

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Title: Broken Strings.
Author: niela_xxx
Rating: PG.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Sometimes when you write a song, hysteria is your only companion.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat or Whiplasher. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: I joined a contest on Mibba.com, where I was prompted to write a fiction that would describe the artist creating something, and would revolve around the given emotion - my emotion was hysteria. This is not slash! *gasp* Concrit and comments are welcome. ^^

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Title: Best Prom Night.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat
Rating: PG.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: It's prom night - and prom night king just has to know how to dance, right?
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat or Whiplasher. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: A while ago, I asked Cary for a prompt - I got sunset. scarf and the word dance/dancing. This is how it turned out. It was (a part of) her bday present, too. :)

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Title: Revelry - Band members (iii).
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: They were on tour together. They had sex - and that wasn't the beginning anymore.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat, Whiplasher, Greven or anyone in Deathstars. I do own the triplets, I have them in my room ~~. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: I had too little sleep tonight and in the morning I kind to felt like writing. So I sat to the computer and tadaaaaa. Finished. Of course, triplets have special guest appearance. Again, I'm faaar too lazy to check for typos and the kind, so just tell me when you find anything?

Chpt i
Chpt ii

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Title: Revelry - Party buddies (ii).
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat/Greven.
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: They partied together. They had sex. And it was all slightly different, but it still was just a beginning.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat, Whiplasher, Greven or anyone in Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: Remember this story? Well, I posted it on Mibba and some misunderstanding occured - and people thought it was a chaptered story. So I decided to actually make a chaptered story - a story of Cat/Whip's relationship, told through describing their sex.

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Title: Holiday.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat (Deathstars).
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Eric hates the nature. It messes his clothes, it messes his make-up, it messes his hair... and somehow, despite all these things, what pisses him off the most is that nobody can see him there. And Eric never shuts up about things that piss him off. Almost never, that is. Thankfully, Andreas knows the way how to make Eric shut up – and he's not afraid to use it.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat, Whiplasher or anyone in Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: I started this, what, a year go! About the time that I finished it, eh? Enjoy! Also, someone please, please give me suggestion for a title! I'm desperate. xD

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Title: Why shouldn't Cat Casino watch Lord Of The Rings.
Author: niela_xxx
Rating: PG.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: The reason is quite simple. Read to find out. ;)
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: So I got all too much in LotR mood the last week, and remembering the times when I was a hardcore fangirl, I dug out the Very Secret Diaries - and thinking Legolas' diary was too much as if Cat was writing it. This is the result. Hope you enjoy!

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Title: Fighting Ghosts.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat (Deathstars).
Rating: R.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: There are things in the past that Cat didn't want to dig up every again. But they came out eventually... and maybe, it was okay.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat, Whiplasher or anyone in Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: I got one scene from the story in my head. I wrote it down and then created a story around it. I hope you enjoy it, I like this a lot - mostly the sad scene, based on something very personal. Title credit to Guns For Glory. Big thanks to m_artsa for not being lazy ass like me and checking for typos. <3 Dedicated to egoemopunk who wanted a fluffy ending. <333

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Title: Revelry - Strangers (i).
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat (Deathstars).
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: They met in the bar. They fucked. Then they met again. And that was just the beginning.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Cat, Whiplasher or anyone in Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: I just felt the urge to write some porn xD. I haven't done it in a while, so why not. There isn't any real plot it there. Enjoy!


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Title: Bad Influence.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Whiplasher/Cat (Deathstars) - kinda?.
Rating: PG.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Andreas loves his work. He has a quiet place to read and sometimes it's fun, too.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Cat, nor Whiplasher, or anyone from Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. This didn't happen.
Author Notes: A short story written on a request: (19:19:02) erased.: um um, Andreas working in a store and Kitten comes in wanting to buy beer/cig, but Andreas refuse resulting in drama!Kitten xD. Hope you enjoy!

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Title: Use Somebody.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Skinny/Cat (Deathstars).
Rating: PG.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Even if Skinny didn't like to admit it, he was jealous of the two. And Cat has to show his boyfriend that he doesn't like Whiplasher in that way.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Cat, nor Skinny, or anyone from Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. This didn't happen.
Author Notes: Well after too many sad stories, I tried to write a happy one. It's Skinny/Cat, cause I felt like writing that pairing as well. I don't think this is a masterpiece, but I hope you'll enjoy it nonetheless. Cause I like it. ^^ Title credit goes to Kings Of Leon. Also, I'm so lazy to do spellcheck, so please point out any mistakes you see.

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Title: Broken.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Cat/Whiplasher (Deathstars).
Rating: PG.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Sometimes you just think what would happen if... if this, if that. Something bad. But you never wish or really think it will happen. And then suddenly it does. And you are fucked.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Cat, nor Whiplasher, or anyone from Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. I'm CERTAIN noone from Deathstars died.
Author Notes: Written as a prompt of sorts, when egoemopunk showed me this picture. Title belongs to Lifehouse, but I don't think it fits that well. I might change it. :\
Warnings: Character's death and infinite sadness!

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Title: Unlaced.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Emilie Autumn/OFC called Ellie.
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: The usual post-concert atmosphere. People being drunk. People rambling about bullshit. People taking pictures with the stars. Emilie Autumn walking around and talking to fans. And maybe it's not just usual.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Emilie Autumn. I'm in no contact with her, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It's not true. Don't sue me. HOWEVER, I DO own Ellie. She's mine mine mine.
Author Notes: See, I've finally finished this. I'm not going to post it into communities, since I don't know any for femmeslash :/. Also, this is my first try on femmeslash. So please, read this and comment? I'd like to know how well (or if at all) this works. Please, note, I KNOW that the actual plot couldn't be more unoriginal and cliche and that the end fails. I just want to know how I managed with the sex scene. :P

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Title: Fairy tales.
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Cat/Bone, some of Cat/Whiplasher (Deathstars).
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person.
Summary: Everyone always knew Cat was girly. The porn version of Cinderella's outfit might seem a bit too much, but there are some bandmembers that certainly aren't going to complain.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Cat, nor Bone, nor Whiplasher, or anyone from Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. Apparently, Cat does own porn version of Cinderella outfit, but sadly enough, I don't think the rest of this is true. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: Yet another fic based on Deathstars' blogs. Cat's outfit based on this. The “innocence personified“ description of Cat belongs to egoemopunk <3. Enjoy!

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Title: Dr. Cat
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Cat/Whiplasher (Deathstars)
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person, Whiplasher centered.
Summary: The blog the guys posted a while ago says it perfectly: Cat is having scheduled appointments with the dudes from his own band, talking through their mental issues, childhood and current emotional data. Hmm… Whip has so far appointments with doctor Cat every second hour. How about that.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Cat, nor Whiplasher, or anyone from Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. Apparently, most of this is true, although probably not some details. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: Yet another fic based on Deathstars' blogs. And I feel another inspiration coming from there - What the members are doing right now:
* Cat is at Reperbahn to get a porn-Cinderella-outfit. Go figure.... Hands up who wants a fiction about Cat getting porn!Cinderella!outfit?

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Title: Insomniac
Author: niela_xxx
Pairing: Cat/Whiplasher (Deathstars)
Rating: NC-17.
POV: 3rd person, Whiplasher centered.
Summary: Andreas tried pretty much everything, but still he can't fall asleep. Wandering around the tourbus, something happens that helps in much more pleasant way than he ever imagined.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Cat, nor Whiplasher, or anyone from Deathstars. I'm in no contact with them, I mean no harm with this, I don't get money for this. It ISN'T real, though I wish it was. Don't sue me.
Author Notes: A while ago, me and egoemopunk had a debate based on one of the Deathstars blogs (if you are not following them, you should - otherwise you're missing out things like daddy Nightmare and doctor Cat and aroused Whip) - wondering why exactly was Whip "aroused" when he wrote the mentioned blog. One lead to another and obviously, what follows is clearly the explanation. ;)
Dedication: For Cary.

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